October

I know it's coming up
I can smell it
right around the corner
reminders right and left
of when I missed the safety signs
and lept right off in
hope of love and freedom
a sky of tile and concrete
Hot and blue
stood on a hollow tower of faces
weak and heavy
swaying this and that way
And I was looking for you
October
right around the corner
reminders left and right
of what was there and isn't here
in the never ending night
a fever tick tick sounds all alone
and I'm-a getting dizzier
and everything is messier
and I wish there was some way back home