so glad

well i'm glad of one thing...

that you're here for me. that i can feel you close to me these days. it's funny, i never would've thought it would evolve into this, seeing as the craziness of having you gone was the biggest shock of my life... but it's ironic that now your presence would be that one sure thing... when everything is so uncertain. I'm learning to be ok with that uncertainty. I just don't know how it will all end. My life is so strange. I don't know, I guess all I wanted to say, was that I miss you. But I love talking to you and thinking about you, hearing your tunes when I get in the car, hearing your words echo in my head at times when I forget who I am. And I really was reminded today that you're not gone. And it blesses me to think/know that you are there when I think of you. Sometimes I think maybe I don't need anyone else to know me. And all the time I am very doubtful that anyone could ever understand me quite like you. and that is something to be grateful for. you're the best. i love your mind i love your body i love your soul. my soul loves your soul, just so you know... it's just a little forever something you might remember called sweet love. thanks for being a friend.