somebody

please be out there'

please convince me that it will be right
it's good

it's right to end my life.

it's ok.

is it ok that I wish not to see the beginning of a new year?

that I want to see one person, one soul

that I want to fly

please be ok.

I might be crazy, but i don't care

And I won't tell you

for fear that you'll think me crazy

not that it matters


cmon you all fuckin wish you could end your lives

and you don't

and you're hankering to see the person who's
willing to pull the trigger
or jump

I'm going to name the child I have in my next life
ladder
chair
skydive
pooponyourface
joyeatspuke
joysmellslikevaginaanushole
deathissweet
fuckyou