That familiar hole inside of me

I need
love
close
close-os-er
Closer
to me
I need you
the music of your soul
in my ears
the entirety of your
YOU-ness
all up in my world
and maybe what I
True-
ly
need
is a source
a solid ground of guidance and tender care
from her-him that which defines love
It's a connection to Mulungu
that triggers the letting go
Or perhaps just nutures it
i am not the world
i am not this visual representation of me
this version of me doesn't do justice to the
I'm not here
this is'nt happening
I only am drawn closer to
the LOVE
for which I am created
that matches exactly
to the "T"
like a puzzle piece
the void in me filled perfectly
in a blissful, satisfying
everything-in-it's-right-place
sort of
rightness.
As human
I understand this love as Mommy,
as SAFE,
as comfort and completeness -
a deep breath of needing nothing
it is a gentle answer to my WHY
rather I no longer have
Need for why
I only am
Life is in the surrendering of ALL
to that "IS".
Yes.
Yes.
Yes

"He who sparkles in your eyes, who lights the heavens and hides in the souls of all creatures is God, your Self."
- Siva Yogaswami of the Natha Sampradaya.