how are you feeling

I am feeling helpless

I am feeling more like an observer than a participant in life.

That's ok.

What's it worth?
Enough is never enough
Lets have a little moan
Put the world to rest sit back and watch it all slide by
It's a view from a train
Pay somebody else to drive
See the suits
I see the suits
Sunning themselves on the steps
Of the supermarket
and I think of you when I'm alone like this
Burning from the inside...



OH my.
Everything is so fast. How do you make it slow down? Don't ask me.

I remember how it felt to be so close... to be intertwined, my legs and your legs all wound around eachother. So warm. So close. Enveloped in the unique smell of our combined scents. That seemed to make the spinning stop. Wish there was a word for how much I miss that.

I'm gonna go run it all out till I'm too tired to think.